Have you fallen for perfectionism?
Anne Lamott said this:
Perfectionism is the voice of the oppressor, the enemy of the people. It will keep you cramped and insane your whole life...I think perfectionism is based on the obsessive belief that if you run carefully enough, hitting each stepping-stone just right, you won't have to die. The truth is that you will die anyway and that a lot of people who aren't even looking at their feet are going to do a whole lot better than you, and have a lot more fun while doing it.
Stop listening to your own inner "voice of the oppressor." Trust that, by now, your feet are pretty good at knowing where to take you.
And, have fun this week.